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There appears to be somethings I would like to know. What is it? I'm not sure, I don't know. Is this a random ramble? Maybe, I'm freewriting. Practicing, word usage, diction. No overuse and no friction. Development, should I say. I want to be the writer, the one who has exceptional skills. Oh now, I just sound a bit too conversational. I ought to write better than this. Focus my thoughts once in awhile.
It is hard trying to find out what you really want in life. I have yet to discover my interests. All I know is my love for music and writing. I tend to lose interest, which I hate when it happens. Lack of motivation or something stupid as stressing over a girl can get in the way, I should know. I am not perfect but I'm striving for improvement. All I need to do now is put in effort, what I input now is what I'll get out of it later.

Orientation

It's been weeks since my last entry, but I have kept up with my promise. I've been writing in my note book. I was in a summer program for EOP (Education Opportunities Program), I did not enjoy most of my time there. I was bummed out or melancholic, which interfered with my writing. Looking back at it, most of it was made up of anger and all that jazz. I am feeling better though. I've befriended a couple of people. I cannot wait 'til classes start. That is when the real fun begins. I will keep myself busy by joining The Record and Residence Life. And Jennifer, if you are reading this, you will still be my friend no matter how far apart we become. I honestly don't like losing someone, it gets to me sooner or later.