To the Library I go!

From Zenith, there has been many things going through my mind by in means of a repetitive sequence. Seeing that I have a wide span of time on my hands. There really isn't much to do but just contemplate on life and it's daily occurrences. First let's start off with the subject of College. Yes I know with a degree your better off financially than someone who does not have one in possession, but what may I ask of this? The impending stress that is induced upon on the college student. One thing that can strike some fear in me. Second, it's about my sexuality. Yes I am straight but I do have a curious side. When kissing a guy, is it the same as If it were the opposite sex? I have not laid my lips on either yet. Pretty much, I've been branded or dubbed as the 'virgin' of several things to yet experienced. Such platitude of the use of the term sex would only be considered a trite. I see sex as something sacred. A lack of love will change it to Lust. I could not live out a lustful life. I prefer to be a gentleman like Rochester and to my avail find my own Jane (someone that I can love and care for,basically). Last but not least, I'm constantly thinking about my friends. I love them dearly, keeps me from letting myself slip into a deep depression. And if you're reading this Jennifer! I have not forgotten you.You are to, in my mix. As this entry is now near to it's nadir, I finish up with a wish to continue my daily free writing. (I wish to be multifarious.)