Monday, August 16, 2010

I literally cried tonight.

I cried the first time in months.
My dad made me feel like shit.
I do not want to be here anymore.
Being in this place makes me lazy.
My parents bitch about me being lazy.
My brother and sister attack me for being lazy.
I need to move out or at least go to Buffalo,
it would give me something to do.
I don't look forward to my return in December.
What makes it worse is that my dad thinks I do nothing, literally nothing but sit on my ass and use my laptop all the time. He thinks my writing is a joke too.
I feel like shit, it's even hard for me to write this right now.
He made me feel like I'm the only one who asks for money frequently.
He just kept on pounding and pounding me.

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